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Love Story- taylor Swift!:)

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

suffocated..

iam alone.

suffocated in the fantasy of what could be.

or what should be.

six feet under and still falling.

slowly; painfully falling into the belief that you don't love me.

don't love me.

don't need me.

hours i have spent asking myself why i need you.

endless nights i have spent asking myself why you don't need me.

so i'll keep falling.

deeper and deeper into the bottomless pit of beleiveing you don't love me.

cause you don't honey

feelings:(

Everyone who I once loved faced my wrath
And now I walk alone in the darkest path

I feel used, broken and hated
I was only a toy...today I'm outdated

I feel the anxiety, the rush of the pain
I can feel it all, the tip of the blade slicing my vein

My life is full of hate....every day is full of sorrow
I don't think there is ever a "better tomorrow"

End my conflicts with a final solution
Just kill me now..begin my execution

This is the end..I can see
Burn me alive..scatter my ashes like fallen debris

Bane of My Existence

What is the meaning of life?
Better yet...
What is the meaning of mine?

I'm asking this because I don't know
Why I'm here or why i even exist...
I'm always being hurt...
There's too much pain...
Too little escape...

Everytime I try to make things better
It comes back on me like a disease
I can't be rid of.

Everything is my fault...
Every tear cried...
Every drop of blood lost...
It was my fault...

I am the Bane of My Existence

himm

gapping through the walls of my sanity are the empty eyes of a girl.
a girl with broken dreams.
broken hopes.
a broken love and heart.
broken are the things i want to hold onto.
but still they slip away from me like my mind does: a things that i have already lost.
and i lost it to him,
the one i fell in love with.
the one who has killed me.
he has squezzed the last drop of sanity out of me
and left a broken, insane, dangerous girl with a knife in her hand and a estranged smile on her face, with no reason to live and a mountain of regret.

[ your always there for me ]

[ your always there for me ]


your always there for me
no matter what i do
you always make me smile
but at the same time confused

what did i do to deserve this
all your life i've been mean to you
i hurt you more than once
and made you watch as i slit my wrist

All my life i've been a complete bitch
and still your standing here
holding me as if thats what your supose to do
i don't even think i'd be alive with out you

so as we stand here
with me in your arms
your grip gets tighter
as you promise i wont be harmed

with the wind blowing through our hair
and our faces touch
i know you'll always be there for me
no matter what

A story about a girl..

Im Keysha and this is my story...

It all started on June 27th 1991, growing up life was okay..when my mom wasnt around. I had a dad named Ken who i grew up thinking was my dad..until one day my mom kicks him out nd says to me "he isn't your real dad nd he is leaving"..i was 12 at that point. From that day on i hated my mom and life in general nothing was the same anymore..so on Christmas break in gr.8 my "mom" says we are moving..she makes me pack up and leave everything behind me..i lived in Bradford my whole life..everything was there..my friends family..life just wasnt Wat i wanted..so after all that drama n i rebelled against my "mom" she decided to go nd date some guy she met off the Internet..nd we all kno what Internet guys are..petifiles..well most are at least..nd of course she just happened to get a petafile..he started grabbing my ass n shit so i tried to tell my mom BUT do you think that bitch would listen..NOPE! at this time i was 14..so during that summer i decided to run away..i went to my aunt Trish's house..told her EVERYTHING nd she called 911 nd i go threw all this drama with this guy n my "mom"..so i say its me or him n she picks the fucking petifile..ne normal mom would pick her kid!..so i dont move home n i dont talk to her for a year!..so a year later i decided look shes my "mom" ill give her a second chance everyone is saying she changed n got rid of the guy..so i thought..well i thought ill move home so in November 5 months after my 15th bday ill go home..she LIED she was still seeing him and i told her i didnt want ne part of this so i was gunna move again.. but this time she did get rid of him THANK GOD!..so im thinking okay life will be better now, think again, i moved to a new house a couple months after i moved into candle wood..we got evicted..i lived wit my uncle n his kids n me n my mom n bro..so we all pack up n move to sunrise..so she gets a job..but hardly ever came home..n my uncle worked nights so he was hardly home..so just a bunch of teenagers home alone like 24/7!..she started seeing another guy..but i NEVER met this guy ever!..September 25 07 she decides she is leaving me..she just got up n left me!..i watched my own mother drive away n not even look back..so i end up going to live with my uncle n his 2 boy in a one bedroom apartment..so my other aunt took me in..at first EVERYTHING was great i loved it there..thats when i met my best friend Katrina..well i new her the first time i lived in candle wood but we hated each other!..so i move in n we become friends! i was at her house 99.6% of the time! i called her mom n dad, mom n dad! well my aunt started being a bitch cuz she hated Katrina n on June 16th 08 she just kicks me out, over nothing..at the point i wanted to die..where was i to go..i got no family no nothing i was fucked..so i go over to my bestfriends n i told them everything that happened..well they tell me im moving with them!..so i call my "mom" n say what happened n i want my new parents to have full custody..she hangs up on me..9 months later n she still cant talk to me..well a couple months later..we move to marmora..august 1st we move here!..i kno dont talk to my "mom" ne more n never will she is dead to me!..i hardly ever talk to my real brother James..he is 19..he lives wit my real mom but o well..i kno have 6 new siblings! 3 brothers n 3 sisters! plus a new mom n dad! life is going great for me now..it took 17 years but its all happening now..no more abuse or having to worry about being hurt ne more! i love it here n my bestfriend is now my sister:)♥

♫Fall for you-secondhand serenade♫

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Buttefly kisses- Bob Carlisle♥♫

There's two things I know for sure:
She was sent here from heaven and she's
daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and
I thank god for all the joy in my life
Oh, but most of all
For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in her
hair; "Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."
In all that I've done wrong I know I must
have done something right to deserve a hug
every morning and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet 16 today
She's looking like her mama a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in a great big world.

But I remember
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; sticking
little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you
don't mind I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."
With all that I've done wrong I must have done
something right to deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly.
Spread your wings and fly.

She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride-room just staring at her.
She asked me what I'm thinking and I said "I'm not
sure-I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."
She leaned over...gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there,
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
"Walk my down the aisle, Daddy-it's just about time."
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy? Daddy, don't cry!"

Oh, with all that I've done wrong I must have
done something right.
To deserve your love every morning and butterfly
kisses-I couldn't ask God for more, man this is what love is.

I know I gotta let her go, but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses.